Sometimes losing is good

March 3

Thinspo Survey

Are you the fat or thin one out of your friends? Fat

Ever hurt yourself on purpose? – Yes.

Ever been to a psychologist? – No.

Lost weight? - Yes.

Gained weight? - Yes.

Do you drink? – Occasionally.

Do you smoke? - Sometimes.

Do you take drugs? - No.

Does your weight affect your mood? – Definetly.

Do you weigh yourself daily? – No, I’m kind of scared of it.

Have you ever gone through a whole day without food (fast)? - Yes.

Have you ever skipped a meal? - Yes.

Have you ever spit food out? – Yes.

HABITS:

[x] I keep my eating habits a secret
[x] I look at thinspo
[x] I collect thinspo
[x] I count calories
[x] I avoid food
[x] I hate food
[x] I love food
[ ] I purge if I think I ate too much

I AM:
[ ] anorexic
[ ] ednos
[ ] bulimic
[ ] living off diet pills
[x] hungry
[ ] thirsty
[ ] drinking something
[ ] Under 100lbs
[x] fasting/starving myself

PEOPLE:
[ ] ask if I’m anorexic/bulimic/have an ED
[x] have called me fat
[x] have said I’m skinny
[x] have said I’m ugly
[x] have said I’m pretty
[x] spread rumors about me
[x] forced me to eat

I WISH:
[x] I was thin
[x] I had a better body
[x] I didn’t have to eat
[x] I could control myself
[ ] I was under 100 lbs
[x] I could avoid food
[x] I could hide what I am
[x] I wasn’t fat
[x] I was pretty
[ ] I could stop being anorexic/bulimic/ednos

I LOVE:
[x] feeling hungry
[x] seeing a difference when fasting
[ ] shaking
[x] feeling airy
[x] losing weight
[ ] being anorexic/bulimic/ednos
[x] green tea
[ ] diet pills
[x] being able to turn down food
[x] feeling good about myself

APPEARANCE:
[ ] I am shorter than 5’4
[x] I think I’m ugly sometimes
[x] I have self made scars
[ ] I have a tattoo
[ ] I wear glasses
[x] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger
[x] I have more than 2 piercings
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears
[ ] I have freckles
[D] Cup size is (A) (B) (C) (D)
[x] I am pear shaped
[ ] I am petite

March 1

“ I’m not there yet, but I’m closer than I was yesterday. unknown

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I’ve been absent from Tumblr for so long… I feel really shitty. I went skiing for 2 weeks and because you need lots of energy to survive 6h of skiing every day I ate a lot. I didn’t lose any weight because the food in the hotel was so unhealthy and horrible. They hadn’t had any fruit or vegetables…it was really awful.
When I came back I could not dive right into healthy or ‘wanting to lose weight’ - eating habits so I started to eat like a fucking pig. I kind of found my way back now. Thank god.
And because it’s warmer outside I can take my bike to school and burn 200 extra calories per day ;)

Today’s intake:

breakfast:
fat free yoghurt: 50 cal
green tea: 0 cal
dark whole grain bread with cream cheese: 150 cals

snack:
big orange: 0 cal

lunch:
tuna bagel with cucumber: 350 cal
small latte: 25 cal

snack:
nut mix: ~130 cal

dinner:
falafel + salad: 300 cal

total: 1005 cal

bicycling: -200 cal
ballet: -200 cal

—> 605 cal

February 5

missionthinspossible:

MASSIVE TUMBLR GIVEAWAY!

If you win you get:

Forever 21 shoulder bag, black and white stripped.

ipad first generation 16gb.(160+ notes)

Hollister jeans. size; w24

Rihanna Reb’l Fleur perfume.

Victoria Secret Very sexy Shimmer mist.

High wasted Stretchy Shorts with bottons in tan. size; small

Black Pencil Skirt with zipper. size; small

Abstract Brown and Black Pencil skirt. Size medium

Gray plain pencil skirt. size; small

Ugg Moccosins Chestnut with Tie. size; 7 (can fit an 8)

Short Chestnut Ugg Boots size; 9

Forever 21 zip jacket. 1 size fits all

Peackock necklace

Turtle necklace.

Macbook air. 11’ used. good condition.(200+ notes)

Last a Sony os33 Slr (not in the picture because i used it to take the picture)(250+ notes)

Why am i giving this stuff away:

I got tunds of stuff from the holidays & all of these things are either old, i got a new one of or i just didn’t need it!

Hope you all enjoy;*

Rules:

Must be following me here.

Each reblog counts as one entry, no likes.

No spamming, meaning no more than 10 reblogs an hour.

If you’re following this blog, you get an extra 5 entries.

Each entry is put into a random number generator to pick the winner.

Entries close on March 22nd, I will notify the winner by March 30th via ask so make sure your ask is enabled. If not, it goes to the next person and I’ll send out the next weekend.

MUST REACH 150+ notes

Message me Here if You have any questions

I’ll ship anywhere.

Reblog and Good luck : )

what the hell, why not?

(Source: h-i-g-h-w-a-s-t-e-d-barbies, via fittyknowsbest)

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February 4

stopeating8:

Oh They Will

January 31

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Feeling kind of good right now bc I’m going skiing for 2 weeks next week.
5 hours of skiing (and I’ll do more per day I guess) burn 1580 calories. That is so much. And if I look at what I’m eating, I hope I will lose a decent amount of weight.
Fingers crossed.

January 30

(Source: toexplodemycomfortzone, via stopeating8)

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